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Kim Sharlyna Rahman,18
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right there by nicole
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Wednesday, January 26, 2011 @ 9:06 AM
 Yesterday night I was at kak Lynda's place with our relatives waiting for the cake cutting session. It's a very long wait especially for me considering my family and I arrived at 8 pm.Ergs. But my parents left at 10 pm because we're expecting a distant relative at our place and so I'm left with my brother and we chilled out in sarah(read:cousin) room and I almost dozed off until my godsister came in to menyebok and then, photo sessions begins. I was missing him badly, As much as I do not want to sms/call him, I still think of him every minute. Wondering if he knows how sad I feel. But he did sms me a goodnight wish at midnight and apologised at the same time. I honestly feel sadder that ever because clearly I expected him to call me instead of messaging me I guess the fight and our BIG EGO makes us distance that night. I hope the situation improves in a day or two . I hate fighting with him . We loved each other alot and 1 thing I realised, we should not let ego overcome our thoughts, emotions and actions. It is not healty and it is definitely a lose-lose situation for both. Anyway today my mom tried to cheer me up by doing some shopping and bringing me to swensens. It's a treat from her and i'm really touched by her sweet gesture to cheer me up and really wanting me to go out and forget about the sadness "mama mcm phm la" We ordered crayfish pasta,breaded chiken,fries,mint ice cream and sticky chewy chocolate ice cream. Ok so she loves me to take picture of herself and thank goodness my phone is not with me. i spoilt it so i have to go repaired it. Somehow she made my day and at least my mind is off sorrowful things and the whole day is spent doing something more relieving, rather than staying at home getting all cooped up in pillows on my bed crying over everything.Shit happens.But i belive it will go away goodnight |