Every sixty seconds you spend upset in the minute of happiness you'll never get back, I never thought of it like that.Today & tomorrow will probably become the hardest, and most important, days of my life. And I'll accept all the blame for letting you fail me , again 

Instead , I got humiliated by someone who is supposed to be my friend, someone who supposedly love me. Someone who claims to want to be one of my best friends.

So I spent the day crying on the floor to Cranberries's "Linger" feeling completely inadequate and had so much fun with the girls yesterday.

Meeting the girls at chinatown today, getting some old fresh clothes from the jumble sale.