I was missing him badly, s much as I do not want to sms/call him, I still think of him every minute.

Wondering if he knows how sad i feel.

But he did sms me a goodnight wish at midnight and apologised at the same time.

I honestly feel sadder that ever because clearly I expected him to call me instead of messaging me

I guess the fight and our BIG EGO makes us distance that night.

I hope the situation improves in a day or two. I hate fighting with him, we loved each other alot and I think I realised, we should not let ego overcome our thoughts, emotions and actions. It is not healty and it is definitely a lose-lose situations for both.